SNANSH 2106 (CUPOID) :S2

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 Winter Complexcity

"The summers has been ended till now and winters are approaching I liked winters because it  always gave happy vibes but this time winters brought many challenges and emotions with cold wheather and I was really not ready for any of them."


           I was not ready for those challenges just because I was in expectation of happiness. I was expecting that all those bad experience with that Ex guy are end up but these cold winds are the indication of coming snowy chilly winds (problems). The root cause of every problem was that Ex guy. A day came where the whole scenario changed that Ex guy called me in interval time and asked me for a minute he wanted to talk me and there he explained me that he and the girl whom I love were already in relationship for last two years. He explained me that they just recently got seperated due to many issues. Here I believed what he was trying to tell, I think this was my biggest mistakes that I didn't confirmed from the girl was he right or wrong and I just doubted her for next 2-3 days. After these days curiously I aksed her about her past and asked her why earlier she lied that she didn't ever had any boyfriend. Then she opened some truths of her life that yes she was in relationship with that guy hence I believed  on that guys statements reagarding girl and was all right, but if I love her then I should first asked her politely everything then I should doubt. 


Her Love For Me


In this all complications of feeling I noticed one thing while she was explaining against her lie that she was trying that I don't get angry and break friendship with her. She everytime tried to keep me on her side. And the biggest factor was I loved her so never bring any thought of leaving her only the thing was I hadn't expressed my love to her. So I promised myself one thing that now I have to kick out that fucking shitty guy out of my girl's life and after that I have to express my love and make her mine girlfriend forever.

Now we both are always ready to face challenges and to clear the hurdles created by that Ex guy, but is this a love or friendship just facing challenges no love, no hangouts, no confessions etc. So one day I asked that girl for hangout at my Favourite cafe. I thought she would not be ready to go on a date with me but she got ready. The time was decided to meet after coaching classes at decided venue. There we finally met and we had our first date I leg was shaking  due to shyness and hesitation. I was thinking that she was not observing my hesitation but later during our chats she told that I noticed that you were shaking due shyness that made me incomfortable a bit and then boldly I answered that NO I WAS NOT THAT WAS JUST BIT COLD OUTSIDE. 

Till now we both started understanding that we had some soft corner for each other and some lovable feelings. We were just waiting for each other to make a initiative to express. Yes we waited alot but initiation to express feeling was a very big step and baby steps are always better that running. So we started sharing thoughts and started coffessing various moments. These all baby steps helped us to know each other well. Now we were knowing many things about each other and we were more than friends actually best friends. The perceptions for each other started to matter.

Hence we met when we were 16 and it is not compulsory that we could know everything about our past in just a small period of time.

"Eagerness to know each other was tooo high in both. And the feel for each ther was too increasing in good rate. Till now we both had already made mind that we will stay with each ohter forever not to leave at any cost. Dear readers till now the challenges were nothing many more challenges and bigg problem are waiting to knock the door. We actually already predicted about the future which wasupto 80% correct that what's going to come and we will be toghether forever by spending life in the concept of live in present nobody knows what's the future."

We went to last year of our schooling.

To Be Continued................. In next Season (SNANSH 2106 (CUPOID) :S3)

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